To those in the know

[father_peter]

The emotional rollercoaster of the past 2 weeks has left me completely exhausted. I just...sort of feel hollow. It won't last. I think it's a defense mechanism. I need to feel nothing so I don't feel everything all at once. I don't want to sleep but I know if I don't, I won't learn anything more about Rosa. Also, insomia is never fun. Even if I did find out about Rosa, I could hardly jet off to Brazil. But what if she needs me? And I know Miriam does, but I can't get to her. And Caoilfhionn is too far away and I'm needed here too.

I can't think. There's just so much...

Talk to me? Come visit? Anything. Please?

EDIT: Oh right. I got alarms installed on the doors today. So...probably best not to just walk in from now on. Unless you want to be bleeped.

That sounds like I was bleeping an expletive. I wasn't.

Comments

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I know but...you're supposed to be in bed and not do anything strenuous and then leaving you alone seems rather terrible of me.

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

Peter, I'm proud of what you do. Don't make me an excuse not to do it. It will be okay. I won't ever be alone. Do you realise how many people love you? How many people love me? I'm sure I'd never be without a visitor or a helper if you had to be away.

Don't leave Rosa alone, Peter. She's the one that doesn't have anybody. Well she'll have you. And that will make all the difference.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

God, I love you.

And you're absolutely right.

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

I love you too, Sweetheart.

And I know!