To those in the know

[father_peter]

The emotional rollercoaster of the past 2 weeks has left me completely exhausted. I just...sort of feel hollow. It won't last. I think it's a defense mechanism. I need to feel nothing so I don't feel everything all at once. I don't want to sleep but I know if I don't, I won't learn anything more about Rosa. Also, insomia is never fun. Even if I did find out about Rosa, I could hardly jet off to Brazil. But what if she needs me? And I know Miriam does, but I can't get to her. And Caoilfhionn is too far away and I'm needed here too.

I can't think. There's just so much...

Talk to me? Come visit? Anything. Please?

EDIT: Oh right. I got alarms installed on the doors today. So...probably best not to just walk in from now on. Unless you want to be bleeped.

That sounds like I was bleeping an expletive. I wasn't.

Comments

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

I can't sleep either. I'll be right with you. Christina looks all set to sleep in, too.

You'll figure out how to be there for everyone. That's just one of the things that makes you special. You can be so much for so many, and not leave anyone feeling ignored.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen.

Thank you. I'll figure something out. I'm just overloading.

I should eat ice cream. Do you want some?

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

No, it's alright. We accomplished something very important.

Ice cream pizza?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

We did. And I couldn't have done it without you, so thank you.

Okay!

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, Peter. I'll come join you for travesties against culinary taste shortly.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Is it bad if it bubbles...?!

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

...You make Mama Deirdre cry.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

YOU COME MAKE THE ICE CREAM PIZZA THEN.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

Whoa, caps.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Sorry. Emotional Rollercoaster.

I love my Deirdre.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

I love my Peter too.

And I am not making ice cream pizza you icky man. I'll mak eyou something else but I'm going out with Pierre and Slink first.

Love again!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Tasha drooled on me.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

...:(

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I didn't have a shirt on.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

WHAT WERE YOU DOING?!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Sleeping. Bobo was keeping watch.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

...

And instead of thinking how weird you are, all I can think is jealousssssssss.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

You can drool on me too. But we'll probably have to live without a Bobo.

I am so weird today. You'll understand after you come over. I'll explain it.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

Good, because O_O

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I know.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Oh dear. You poor thing. I think that's corrosive.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Good thing I'm built to last. I don't mind.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

That's certainly the truth.

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

Then how does Hope survive?

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

I don't know... is the ice cream carbonated?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Is ice cream supposed to be carbonated?!

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Can you even carbonate milk products...?

We're going to doom the world.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I think I angered it!!

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Oh dear. I'd better come use my angelic influence to calm it down... is that cheating?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

No! Clearly that is in the realm of...not cheating! It's turning black and there might be flames!

This was ill-advised..

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Ooooh dear... Flaming ice cream is quite an impressive feat, though... it works for the Chinese!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I bollocksed up the pizza!

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

It's okay! We can start again!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I can't work canopeners or make ice cream pizza. I have failed Kitchen 101.

It's microwave dinner for me. Luckily there's still actual ice cream left...I won't put that in the oven.

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Can you microwave ice cream pizza?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I'm afraid of exploding it!

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Awww.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

You could bring Lavannah and she could make it for you again! She wouldn't fail.

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

Brilliant! I approve of this plan and endorse it wholeheartedly.

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

Darling, you can go to Brazil...I'll be fine here.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Aly, you fainted in the pool the other day! What if I hadn't been there?

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

We don't have to find out. And I already promised I wouldn't do it alone. And I wouldn't be alone anyway, Peter.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I know but...you're supposed to be in bed and not do anything strenuous and then leaving you alone seems rather terrible of me.

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

Peter, I'm proud of what you do. Don't make me an excuse not to do it. It will be okay. I won't ever be alone. Do you realise how many people love you? How many people love me? I'm sure I'd never be without a visitor or a helper if you had to be away.

Don't leave Rosa alone, Peter. She's the one that doesn't have anybody. Well she'll have you. And that will make all the difference.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

God, I love you.

And you're absolutely right.

[ghost-within.livejournal.com]

I love you too, Sweetheart.

And I know!

[juniper-berries.livejournal.com]

I can visit today, if you still want company?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Yes, please. Thank you, Kait.

[juniper-berries.livejournal.com]

You don't have to thank me. I'll be pleased to visit. Be there soon.