The emotional rollercoaster of the past 2 weeks has left me completely exhausted. I just...sort of feel hollow. It won't last. I think it's a defense mechanism. I need to feel nothing so I don't feel everything all at once. I don't want to sleep but I know if I don't, I won't learn anything more about Rosa. Also, insomia is never fun. Even if I did find out about Rosa, I could hardly jet off to Brazil. But what if she needs me? And I know Miriam does, but I can't get to her. And Caoilfhionn is too far away and I'm needed here too.
I can't think. There's just so much...
Talk to me? Come visit? Anything. Please?
EDIT: Oh right. I got alarms installed on the doors today. So...probably best not to just walk in from now on. Unless you want to be bleeped.
That sounds like I was bleeping an expletive. I wasn't.
I can't think. There's just so much...
Talk to me? Come visit? Anything. Please?
EDIT: Oh right. I got alarms installed on the doors today. So...probably best not to just walk in from now on. Unless you want to be bleeped.
That sounds like I was bleeping an expletive. I wasn't.
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Date: 2007-01-11 01:25 pm (UTC)From:And I am not making ice cream pizza you icky man. I'll mak eyou something else but I'm going out with Pierre and Slink first.
Love again!
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Date: 2007-01-11 01:36 pm (UTC)From:And instead of thinking how weird you are, all I can think is jealousssssssss.
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Date: 2007-01-11 01:38 pm (UTC)From:I am so weird today. You'll understand after you come over. I'll explain it.
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